An Apostolic
Church: Toward God
(Acts
20:17-21, Preaching: Pastor Stephen Magee, April 7, 2013)
[17] Now
from Miletus he sent to Ephesus and called the elders of the church
to come to him. [18] And when they came to him, he said to them:
We
return now to the book of Acts. But in returning to Paul we do not
forget about Jesus. And in remembering Jesus, we remember His death
and resurrection.
Paul
had determined that he should not make a lengthy visit again to
Ephesus. Yet he wanted another opportunity to say some final words to
the Ephesian elders. We want to take a very careful look at these
words over the next several weeks.
“You
yourselves know how I lived among you the whole time from the first
day that I set foot in Asia, [19] serving the Lord with all
humility and with tears and with trials that happened to me through
the plots of the Jews;
Paul
was very consciously speaking to men to whom he had given himself
during his prior time in Ephesus. He was calling them to a life of
service. Where did this idea come from? We follow the ultimate
Suffering Servant, Jesus Christ. His pathway to glory went through
the cross. He calls us to follow Him. There are many reasons why we
cannot afford to forget about the death and resurrection of Jesus
Christ. One of the less obvious reasons why we hold to these truths
is that they have become for the church not only doctrines, but a way
of life.
We,
like Paul, are disciples of Jesus Christ. Paul displayed the
Christian life before these men. And these men were to display this
life in front of many in the church. They in turn would live the life
of cross unto glory before thousands. Cross unto glory is the
Christian way of life.
In
order for us to live out the life of the cross, we need to face up to
the fact that we are not in charge, and that our innate gifts and
abilities will not carry us where we need to go in order to see God's
purposes fruitfully established through us. One biographer who wrote
of a Christian woman who served the Lord with astounding fruitfulness
in the last century wrote about the necessity of a humbling
experience in this way:
Looking
over her years of Christian work and reviewing the thousands of lives
she has witnessed in Christian service, Miss Mears has concluded that
every Christian who is really going to accomplish anything in the
work of the Kingdom must have a "crisis" experience, over
and apart from accepting Christ as personal Saviour. She has never
seen really effective Christian leaders who are truly accomplishing
work for the Lord who have not, at some time, come to the complete
end of self, overwhelmed with personal inadequacy, aware of how
little they have and of their tremendous limitations in trying to
serve the Lord and live the Christian life. Then, in the crisis of
this experience, they allow the Holy Spirit to take over complete
possession of their lives. There is a terrible sense of inadequacy of
self, even after one is a Christian, a complete end of self, a
complete emptying of self, a deadness to self and aliveness to God,
as the Apostle Paul stated it. Christians become aware that there is
no personal virtue in themselves, no personal ability, no personal
strength except as the Holy Spirit controls and empowers and uses
their lives.
[20] how
I did not shrink from declaring to you anything that was profitable,
and teaching you in public and from house to house, [21] testifying
both to Jews and to Greeks
When
we have come to the end of our own strength, God the Holy Spirit can
use us. This does not mean that we have no natural abilities, or that
the Lord does not use our natural abilities. I recently read of the
conversion of another woman that God is using in astounding ways in
our century. Before she was converted she was a very intelligent and
articulate woman, a recognized leader in a major research university
in the Northeast United States. After her conversion, she was still
very intelligent and articulate, but she used those gifts in a new
way.
But
I am referring to something beyond conversion. A person can be
converted and still have a self-reliance that is not helpful for
serving the Lord. Suffering, such as Paul faced everywhere, and which
he testifies to here concerning his time in Ephesus, may be necessary
in order for a person to yield to the Lord's way of accomplishing
what may be well beyond our own abilities.
Paul,
after referring to his suffering in the province of Asia, speaks of
his unusual dedication to what the Lord had called him to do:
declaring to those who would hear the way of the Lord wherever God
provided an open door. The apostle Paul faced the kind of experience
that forces a person to trust in God more boldly still. He writes
about it in another place, saying “We do not want you to be
unaware, brothers, of the affliction we experienced in Asia. For we
were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despaired of
life itself.” This experience of running out of strength in the
Lord's service was not a surprise to the Father, but a part of the
Lord's mercy. Paul goes on to speak of these sufferings this way:
[9] Indeed,
we felt that we had received the sentence of death. But that was to
make us rely not on ourselves but on God who raises the dead. [10] He
delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him
we have set our hope that he will deliver us again. [11] You
also must help us by prayer, so that many will give thanks on our
behalf for the blessing granted us through the prayers of many. (2
Corinthians 1:9-11)
of
repentance toward God
Paul
saw the sufferings of His apostolic team as a living display of cross
unto glory that every Christian church needs to see and learn. God's
method is well suited to His message. Paul was calling people to
repent toward God. What could that mean?
If
Paul were talking about turning away from violations of specific
commandments, he might have found an easier way to say that than the
words “repentance toward God.” We do need to repent of specific
sin, but there is a deeper underlying issue that must be addressed.
For instance, the second woman I mentioned earlier, the university
professor who is living in our century, came to see that she needed
to repent of certain sexual sin. But much more than that, she needed
to repent of the prideful self-focus that insisted that she would do
what she wanted to with her body. She needed to repent toward God.
This
repentance toward God is an ongoing battle for the Christian. We need
an ever-fuller yielding to the truth of who God is and to what His
authority over our entire life rightly is in Jesus. Changing some
specific behavior will not solve the problem if we still imagine that
we have the strength, ability, and right to do what we determine to
be just and good according to our own thoughts. A deeper yielding to
the Word and Spirit of God is the Lord's kind plan for us. For this
result He may ordain providences that cause us even to despair of our
lives.
and
of faith in our Lord Jesus Christ.
Hand
in hand with repentance toward God is the necessity of faith in our
Lord Jesus Christ. Here we are not speaking of merely assenting to
the truths that 1. Jesus is Lord, 2. That He is God's salvation to
us, and 3. That He alone is the Anointed One, the Christ, that God
promised to His people so long ago. These truths are wonderful, but
God will cause us to both assent to the doctrines and to trust in the
God/Man about whom these doctrines testify.
People
who are brought to despair of their own ability and desire to bring
in the kingdom of God, once they begin losing their inclination to
trust in themselves, need someone far more able and reliable in whom
they can trust. Jesus is that One. We lead others to repent toward
God and to have faith in Jesus Christ, not only by speaking of the
cross and the resurrection, but by living cross unto glory as the
Lord brings us to the end of ourselves. This too is the love of God
for us.
Old
Testament Passage: Jeremiah 31:1-6, 31-34 – I have loved you with
an everlasting love; New covenant obedience
Gospel
Passage: Matthew 23:37-39 – O Jerusalem, Jerusalem ... Blessed is
he who comes in the Name of the Lord!
Sermon Text: Acts
20:17-21 – Paul's opening summary of his method and message in
Ephesus
Sermon
Point: An apostolic church is committed to the courageous declaration
of repentance toward God and of faith in our Lord Jesus Christ.